Broken Mirrors and Screaming Turtles

2007-08-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

hello.:) here at QC kasi kararating lang ng mga relatives ko from the other side of the world.

argghh... Globe doesn't have any signal here kaya i can't text Anjj. Niloadan ko pa naman siya and naka register siya sa unlimited text. Sayang. Hindi nagamit.

Kanina, I was at S'mall and nagpaload ako dun sa tindera sa tabi ng Chowking. Then sumakay na ako sa kotse. Nagtext ba naman yung tindera sa akin na "miss,anong sim card gamit niyo para maload ko." tsk. ano ba yun.

Last night, Anjj and I are still up 'til 2 in the morning just texting while lying on our beds.
I also finished 300: March To Glory on my PSP and this morning...hahahaha!

HARU! HARU! HARU!

Can't believe that I'm done playing that awesome game full of blood and gut!
It felt like it was real...that I got into the world of Spartans and I was King Leonidas fighting for my people.
hahahahah!! Can't get over it.

(after 20 mins)...whew..just finished my whopper na may pinakamalaking fries at coke.
fat.fat.fat.fat.fat.

bye!

2007-08-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

Haha.. the master's back! :D Let's keep up shall we?:)

I am now a fourth year hs student of IV- St. Irene!
My life has totally transformed from fat,obnoxious,dumb Chelo to
a whole new fat,pretttier,2 pounds less and okay Chelo.

tell me people, what more could i ask for?
I've got enough fat inside my body that even if i dont eat for a week,
i won't get any skinnier. I am now a better student (i deserve an applause from that)
and of course... i've got my only baby...Anjj.:)

Just read my past entries, man! I was then just a cripple trying to
get this lady to notice me... and look at us now...inlove for 10 months already
...getting even stronger each day.

Anjj...
the name that i looooooove to hear..
the perfect one for me..
who never judged me for the way i look..(which means she loved me inspite of my awful fatness)
who knows my worth..
who fights for me..
who'd give up everything just to have me..

....everything.

I wake up every morning wishing i'd feel her right beside me...
well...we've done that a lot of times....still....im craving for her..

She is the one.

2006-12-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

Just woke up... busy day. It's my cousin's birthday and later we'll take him out with his sister.

As i was saying yesterday..i went Kia's place.
Just chilled in her room the whole day with Em, Tisha and Anjj.
We stuffed our mouths with chicken, corned beef, fish....et cetera, et cetera!
Played with baby Yuan and spent my time talking to Anjj.
We did the "pinky swear"...promised that we'll still see each other this summer.
hahahha..probably you're thinking that it's too early to plan..
but that's the way the cookie crumbles. To see pictures on that day>> http://www.fragmented.multiply.com
Anyway, you should be one of my contacts 'cause only my contacts are allowed to see my "other" pictures. So here's a peek for those who won't see it.

That's it! Thank you. Come again!

2006-12-07T07:45:00.000+08:00

hey there. i have nothing to do...just waiting for Duing's call. I'll be going to Fil2 later (Filinvest II) ....at Kia's place. We have to practice for our upcoming performance this saturday and i don't know where the hell we are going to play. We have to perform two cover songs and one original song...we haven't practiced for the original one. damn it!
Anyway, last night, Tioglets were in Jan's place! We took some shots(to see pictures, just click my multiply link at side.salamat!) and ate pancit canton and laughed ang laughed! I was stoked to see our old-old-old pictures at Jan's computer. We looked so......................childish???innocent??? whatever!!
Take a good look!!

Micah's brace face, Kia's old pony tail look, Paula's retainers, Sarah's wavy hair..et cetera......they're all gone...!!

2006-12-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

Start:
Dec 2, '06
Location:
MULTI-PURPOSE HALL ng PROVIDENT VILLAGE (near Riverbanks)ito po ang dates for our HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ADPATATION (w/c by the way, ung proceeds ay mapupunta sa SIP ALUMNAE FUNDS)msg from AMA CABASON:meetings: every saturday until the showing of our productionaudition details:when: december 2 and 9where: baka sa multi-purpose hall ng village namin. di ko pa sure kasi ang sungit nung matanda.what to bring: preapare one slow song and one fast song, one of which has to be from broadway. 1xi id picture. P20 for application fee.MAGHATAK PA KAYO PLEASE.(kindly repost :D)

2006-12-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

i've decided to switch on a simpler layout. hope you like it. :) I'll miss the old one....farewell up dharma down.

Classes tomorrow..i hate it!

2006-10-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

I AM FRAGMENTED....................

2006-08-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

everything has changed..

band together again.new place at our classroom.new seatmate.i read and study at home.alot of new friends.enemies turned into friends. . . . . and Anjj.

...they're all mine.

2006-08-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy to create my new post but i really like to tell how my day went.......

we had our mass and adoration...then filipino then club. I cancelled my soccer practice so I can accompany Anjj and Denise to Julia's house...anyway Julia's still sick :c

we chilled and chilled and chilled....until around 8:00 pm???...not sure..
Then Anjj has curfew till 8:00 so i took them to 's mall ......we walked!!!
ayan,,i looked for tricycle ayun,,,bye2 na!

saya!!

because we talked about alot of things...about playing tekken together....Anjj even played the piano and I was right beside her..galing!! (applause,,,applause!)
the whole time i was just beside her while denise and julia were in the different couch.
we are also planning on when am I going to have my overnight stay at denise' place with anjj and fran,,,,

Anjj drew 2 snails on my palm..and I wrote her the lyrics of "echo" by incubus
I also rested my head on her lap....!
so many stories.......!! can't tell all of 'em....next time,man!

hahahhhahah! yessss!

2006-07-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

i watched "SUKOB".......wooooohooooooo!!!

what a feeling!

very good!!

2006-07-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

explain to me...this conspiracy against me!

yeah! we won the nutri-jingle.....along with milburga.....congrats, man!

no.....it wasn't me dancing my ass off on that nutri-jingle presentation!!
i can't believe i just did those crappy actions..............waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
well atleast we did the damn thing.....!!

oh yeah,....finally..no longtest for tomorrow.
uhhhh........................that's all!

thanks bits! :D

2006-07-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

im back my friends! uhh....you guys have been missing alot!...many things happened and I never updated this sh*t.. you know why?!..its because of that damn virus eating up my desktop computer!!...bits!:D

anyways, Thea and I are planning on going to Laguna next month and this one's for sure!
We'll go with her mom and dad....also with Brenda and Nei!
Thea told me its harvest time of "rambutans" and she knows I love those....!

big tests tom....big tests!
cle and geom...gudluck!
and i cant take it anymore!!!...........

hey!check out my multiply account...its htttp://www.fragmented.multiply.com

..that's right!fragmented again ,eh?
well...sorry..you have to deal with it!

2006-07-16T13:03:00.000+08:00

hee-haw! yesterday was quite memorable. I went over Lei's and practiced for music. I asked her to bring out her guitar 'cause i want her to hear the song that i just recently learned. She sang along with it and she blew my guts(hahah!)....Lei has an incredible voice...shocks!! hahhha... then around 10:00, Anjj and I had a 3 minute call. It was amazing!......after practicing, I asked Lei's little sister(jamie) to write me some stuff.... then i left and went over Thea's...then we headed to Brenda's!! :D, we ate macaroni and cake... Happy Birthday Brenda!! then after that... Thea and I had our date! we watched pirates!thanks thea.....

whew!! :D...

2006-07-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

its rainy season my friend! i am shivering and everything's wonderful..
things are taking its natural course...my social life is blooming! while my grades are like fungus in my milk..geometry is killing me. how the hell do you think im gonna pass nursing in ust?huh?! tell me! we'll have our longtest in chemistry tomorrow..and i left my chem book and notebook at school...damn!

anyway..its lovefest!
sarah (strawberry+ talyne)..distribute!hahah
thea+ orange= perfect combination!hhiihih
me + ???= wala pa...coming soon to theaters near you!hihih
paula+ patrovichi = "P" squared
kia+ sen = 2nd time around..hahah..sequel ito!
tisha+ em= coheed and cambria

fun day yesterday. especially the time when we're already in the coaster..!.. a sorta fairytale.
i won't forget every second... i just wish i could turn back time........

2006-07-07T17:17:00.001+08:00

I wrote this awhile ago:

I'm at chowking right now with Sarah and Thea. The thought of ***j is still in my head. Thinking of all the funny stuff that happened at lunch time: laughing with her frriends and i was unconciously laughing right infront of her... a heart< the gesture that i was making with my fingers the time that i accidentally bumped into ***j. Fran and Koko was cheering and jumping when that happened. At this very moment, Sarah 'en Thea are talking about muning and kismet....i can't relate to what they're saying...sometimes thats how it works. Oh, Thea's chao fan is now served. And i'm writing with my pad on my lap. Now my chao fan is also served. I'm hungry. I didn't order any drink...too expensive. A glass of iced tea costs about 25 pesos. I'd rather use it to pay the tricycle driver..wait...i'll eat first(pause)

i didn't continue my writing...cause I have nothing to write!

....

2006-07-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

I feel so much better. Another hope has come my way. Thanks Koko, cB 'en Cara!

Jan! Happpy Birthday!muah!
Thanks for everything!!

that in all things God may be glorified.

2006-07-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

I didn't participate p.e.' s flexing and bending session. speaking of p.e....hahhahhahahhahahahah!dressing up before lunch was the highlight of my day. hahhaha! the thought of it makes me laugh and laugh until my stomach is sick!!!!!hahahahhahahah! i dont want to get on the details because i might embarass Franny!hihii...hahahaahahahahhahaha!

Sarah and Tei...Let us set aside the crappy things in our life and focus more on our own lives...hahah...especially love life....Since we all got our prospects almost at the same time...(Thea was the first one,,then me..and then Sarah)...let us fill our hearts with flashlights! jsut hope that everything will go well.................probably, not for me....hahahah...im losing hope!HELP!

2006-07-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

No longer absent is she. I was standing right before her. It was so intimidating....so tall is she, so tall.... haaah....(sigh)..she caught me off guard...

Sarah, Thea and I "chilled" at mcdo just after we finished roaming around the school.
but before that, when we were still in st. scho, Sarah wasn't aware that there is a teacher-student relationship going on and that we are always trying to catch them with our very own eyes. hahahahha!.. making fun was the highlight of it.. we are going to the principal's office to give my letter to miss gabor and we have to pass through the tunnel near gate 7..as we pass in the tunnel near gate 7 ( it's where they "hang-out") ..i was making very loud snide remarks.. pretending to tell to tei and sarah that i'd tell the people of st. scho on what's happening bet. those sneaky bastards...hhaha..when mrs. ovalles passed the student stood up walked away from her teacher "girlfriend"...an obvious move which confirmed my theory that rumors aren't true--they are not cousins, they are "mag-shuta!"

hahahhahha...

so we are sweating bullets..after heading to the office. we decided to go to 's mall.. to our surprise, muning was there...with the "bf" and the friend of the bf..and muning's friend..
so far..the guy was very polite..he was really batting his eyes when he said goodbye...

oh well!

we'll have a report in chemistry tomorrow.
the end is near...july 6 ints our longtest in math..

this is for you my shit:

stop being a shit and get a life! and get off of our face..you don't deserve to be alive!

!

2006-06-28T18:19:00.000+08:00

absent is she.

okay!go!
laugh and laugh.
is this a draft?

2006-06-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

I saw you today
but somehow its still
a dull day
.......
you did nothing
to make my day fascinating
but thats what kept me waiting
.......
the excitement of losing my patience
is to die for
especially when its you im waiting for..
waiting for you to open your door...
......
look no further..I am yours!

2006-06-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

The news is spreading. Before, a people of 3 was the only chosen to keep my holy secret but I can' t keep my mouth shut and now a people of...50 (?) knows it. What am I talking about? It's those washboards baby! It's killing me. Julia showed me more washboards and I almost commited suicide because of my fascination for that beautiful thing! haha.. I never really noticed "it" in school but now that I do... my feelings are super!

you brighten my life like a polysterene hat but it melts in the sun like a life without love and i've waited for you so i'll keep holding on..without you.

.....tune in for upcoming details about ***j

a.k.a "washboard"..heheheh

btw...i am now officially an ARTE ETRA member...bow...

2006-06-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

that's us!(fr left-right: Tisha, Timmy, Roan and Me)
i like the wholesome gesture Tisha!
hahaha! That picture was taken last week?...probably by Almighty Red Sarah

New prospect for Me and Thea..
the washboard melts every corner of our eyes
it flew us away to the galaxy and brought us back with our hands full of bruises just to feel those washboards!
its very inviting...pinktractorbeam into her incision..

yet...I soo like...Gino!
but how about Juancho?

hmmm..help me guys!

gino, juanch or anjj..
hahah,,confusing..

2006-06-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

I'm just waiting for tonight
cause i can't wait to wait for tomorrow
to see you again....to see you.

2006-06-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

hey! i'm done with arte etra's screening.. and I was awesome! :D
i acted like a stupid soldier
I also acted as a scared person..

i think I did good... as I said awhile ago..
I'm Awesome!

what made it more awesome is that I had a very nice conversation with.. Fyre!
she looks better with her new hair... those pretty curls..haha!
can't take it out of my head
so spirally...spiral..spiral..spiral...

after that, I had a bonding with Thea..we went for a stroll and we ate our dinner together..how sweet!
and I thank Thea for helping me clearing things in my head..
you told me that you wanted to be a therapist..
you're wish is granted for..
You are now officially my "personal" Therapist
hahah!

secrets were told and I promise not to unfold...
those things..we discussed...

diba?

2006-06-15T16:56:00.000+08:00

many people are happy today....So am I! yesterday..Sarah gave me this one hell of a creepy site! http://www.subliminalmessages.com

let's see if you can survive this deranged site!
just keep your eyes peeled for every eye illusion..
listen attentively to every subliminal message you'll hear..
and listen to Led Zeppelin's backmasking...bad satan!

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/backmask/

another site where i got my chills..spine tinggling!

ahhh!
tomorrow is ARTE ETRA's screening for us who do not belong........yet!
promise! i'll do my best! if i still don't get accepted..
i'll kill those bastards!

haha....kidding!

to inform you these are the things i'll be wearing tomorrow:

- red shirt
- comfortable jeans
and

- my versatility and my game face on

hahaha! im ready to lose my dignity
...ready to take it all in and swallow it as fast I can

btw..i'm also hoping that Janna will get accepted in dance club....
fingers crossed!

goodluck to us! and goodluck to you...

...i'm excited to see mr. handsome guy on saturday
hehe..he doesn't know me anyway so i'll mention his name

Gino...

hahah!with the big adam's apple!

pero im not sure pa ah!

uh...i'm starting to feel sleepy..

bye!(fingers still crossed)

Litrato

2006-06-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

hah! fun day!

things that made me happy for this day:
- the ever so loving people of Togam
- talking about our boyfriends! especially JUANCHO!
- browsing through Sarah's mag... the overwhelming kinky shoots!haha!
- me making parody/ies for our boylets!haha!
- miss aspilan was sooo nice to us
- laughing all through out in our Social Studies subject!
- the "panlalagkit" after lunch..*eww
- making jokes with my restless seatmate!
- getting books at one section in our library..that's the only corner where we can get our reference for our seatwork and it got so crowded because we were all trying to get the same books..it was like partying in a club..kulang na lang sumayaw kami!hahaha!
- my very friendly classmates. they made me feel happy since the first day of our junior year..
especially to: julia(my bibs!); angela; aeriel; czar; feliza; lei; karen.....
- to finally have some clarity with things!
-haha! i only got 8/15 in our first geometry seatwork.!haha!

hahahahahaha!!
come on..laugh with me...

hahahahahahaha! :D

happy.happy...and jolly day..
bukas ulit!

goodnight people!

oh ,wait! i have a prayer for PAPA CHESUS...
since i'm three as in 3 as in III days closer to COMTAG screening (artetra)

Dear God,
On friday i'll have my screening in artetra. Please give me enough courage so that my nose won't bleed for speaking in english for the auditions. And help me to prove myself to those english speaking people...Thank You God!oh please oh please..thank you again!muaah!and also please guide Juancho!
amen.

2006-06-12T10:37:00.000+08:00

... i don't know whether to post personal stuff here in my blog thinking that my teacher in my computer subject might take a peek--cause i gave him my blog ad (stupid me!). I don't want to give him the wrong impression.........
nah!darn it... i'd tell you guys anyway..so here I am...sitting on our very uncomfortable chair with a pile of old cd's infront of me. Staring at the blinking lights of my dsl modem. Lately, there have been catfights with some of the people (you know who you are!)... i never thought i'd say this.. but i'm (quite) concerned with them. While listening to one side of the story, things scribbled through my mind. Words like enemy, friendship, "boys",...etc.. Recalling memories that were bittersweet to me......then zaapp! this person popped into my mind..since it was all about friendship.... I asked myself if i did something good to her because she surely did something good for me..realizing i've just been a leech. last week I apologized to her but i wasn't satisfied with a lame apology..it wasn't enough...marami akong utang na loob sa kanya...not to mention i also owe her about 400 bucks and i didn't pay her yet..sobrang nakakahiya na..pero i don't know what to do because we're not that close anymore. Also, it'll be awkward for me to talk about it since she's happy with her own group of friends now. I don't want to disturb her with her oh so pleasant life..but still i'm contemplating phrases. I feel guilty with all of this because I started it. Now i left things without fixing them... and now that some of the people around me are having conflicts and reading their cheesy replies for each other.. i realized how precious friendship is and that I was a real jerk for letting my bestfriend go away.....cheers to my ever dumb move!

now that some of togam people are having boyfriends,, i just want to inform you guys that i want one too..
hahaaha!!

okay. that wasn't funny.

that's all...bow!

any comments?>just tag me!okay?okay.

This fire rising through my being. Burning I'm not used to sseing you..I'm ALIVE!

2006-06-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

I see your fire everywhere
Haunting memories as I stare to nowhere
I hear angels whispering your thoughts
Defining their message but all I heard were gunshots

The overwhelming feeling of hostility
Reminds me of my disability
When you left, it kept me awake until dawn
The truth is I'm the crippled one

Bye!

2006-06-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

pasok on monday..
before that i'll go on vacation..
I need to clear my head..
zambales here i come..
im coming back on sunday..
and i want to see you again..
malas..kasama pinsan ko..

bye.!

Language Murderers

2006-05-31T11:27:00.000+08:00

sorry..I was quite lazy to have my new entry..my sister's cellphone is having a low memory because of all the lame-ass messages that i have in her inbox..they call it "bati" as in greet everyone and they send this nonsense as a group message...they talk about their dull lives the moment they wake up until they fall asleep...they use words that never existed like:

wala lang= la ln
nagising=ngcn
talagang=talagn
they turn "ko" to "q"
sino= xnu
saya= xaia
siya=xia

i call them language murderers

they greet you everytime of the day,morning,noon,merienda time, night and when its already dawn..they'll wake you up in the middle of your beautiful dreams and make your life a living hell just to read and ask you with a very irrelevant message.."cnu pn gcn?" ...warning: if you recieve a message like this don't even reply.. you will waste time pushing buttons on your cellphone just to have a chat with a person who has insomnia and can't get over with her "minamahal" ...next day i woke up and grabbed the phone to delete all the "bati"....all the messages gave the same information...first, they'll greet you like this:

"mornin.waha.kkgcn ln.la mgwa.waha.saya kgbe.kmaen q nn adobo"

then they'll put their message for each person(not to mention what they call each other):

pufffybearq.pnta taun eastwood..(they think eastwood is so sosy that's why always set dates to go there even though they only have 20 pesos left in their pockets)

chocolatetrufflesq.ala n c o6.sad.wuhu.mglalaslas nln aq.

then as you scroll down they have this line of song:

"+sana mpncn mo aq..pag iky nwala s akng piling sinta ako'y mawawalay na+03.12.006"

they'll do the same shit everyday...I already asked them not to include me in sending their messages but they refuse and they send me more....as in more shit...shit!

sometimes they tell you that they got drunk 'cause they have an occassion even though the liquor their talking about has only 5% alchohol...they think drinking is verrry extreme!.....they need to get a life...

It's giving me a headache...

Wondering who's that pretty red head girl up there...?
That's HAYLEY,only 17 of age of "PARAMORE"
pretty isn't she?
:D

If she's pretty...you should see the guys of Paramore...they are oh so cute..one of them looks like hollywood star but i cant remember the actor's name...basta just take a look at their pictures..maybe you can tell to whom he looks like....its http://www.paramore.net by the way his name is ZAC..He's only 15..big guy!enjoy!

Togam!

2006-05-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

oh how I love TOGAM!..I'll be seeing you soon TOGAM people..ingat kayo!

2006-05-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hey people!2nd post..2nd post!..kumusta?!hehe...oh..let me start by telling you what happened in sarah's place..the moment I woke up,Izza told me that Sarah phoned me when I was asleep.So I called her agad ....she told me to come to her house 'cause Bianca was there and she has something to tell me..right of the bat i knew Bianca will tell me about her thoughts on transfering to another school. When I got there...on my surprise..muning and eva was also in the room..!ayun...first thing we did was play "HUH!!"...then we talked and we talked..!Next thing I knew they were playing "Kung sinong unang maiyak"...I said something to Bianca which made her cry the first--which made her the winner..(Bianca..you owe me one!Just one!..hehe..:D)..ayun..more conversation..tapos they talked about their film..sarah got me as one of her cast...extra lang naman!i play this deranged-lunatic-mentally handicapped type of character! I like it!the character and I has a lot of similarities so it won't be too complicated!..nye?!ayun..then i went home to enjoy my adobe cs.!yehey!tomorrow..i'll be going to micah's house at 1 p.m...i'll help Em to put lead on her song for...*toot*..that's all folks..!i shall return..ingat!

2006-05-20T01:17:00.000+08:00

yey!my new background turned out quite different from the last background i had..anyway,i was browsing through my sister's meg mag just to unexist my boredom..then i saw this page where they featured them there(mistula)..the name of the site was very catchy so i checked it out as soon our internet cable was connected,the site used dolls for artistic designs..! and from now on...they're officially my favorite.They're not only "doll designers"--they're also a band.Just like their designs..their music is also different and unique.The best part is..they are FILIPINOS..!The site shows true talent of Filipino graphic designers...here are some of their creations.. want to see more?here...take a good look at it!Not too much..it might burn! :D http://www.mistula.com/